I'm having random episodes lately. l always hear voices inside me saying hurtful words about myself. Those voices I heard are getting louder and clearer everyday. I was at the same phase a year ago but luckily recovered. Yet here I am again experiencing the same thing I felt before. Suffering from random cries and screams, lack of sleep and has zero meals a day. I have this urge inside me saying I need to harm myself by not eating anything at all. I don't know what's happening to me.