Ik it's stupid but i can't help and feel really sad about it. So i broke my best frnd trust. She loves me alot and I keep breaking her. I don't want to cuz the more i try to protect her the more i hurt her. I always wanted to get away from her cuz ik one day i will break her and I did. I really love her and she also but I can never deserve that beauty. If i keep stick with her I will make her more sad right? Even tho she says that whenever she sees me she finds peace. And everyone talks about the person who get betrayed but never about the person who betrays them cuz it's obvious that they are bad. And even god helps those who are good not like me. I wish I could just disappear myself from this world and stop hurting everyone.