when I feel low... I just wish to not exist, to just disappear in the thin air around me, to sleep and never wake up, et cetra, et cetra... and i start feeling low and extremely anxious everyday in the evening time, as the day moves towards its end. So, daily last 5 to 6 hours of the day feel like I'm in hell... hell on earth. So, basically, I pray and wish for the above written things everyday....
