I feel like a misfit in my social circle at school. I always feel like im the optional friend like if friend A and B doesn't want to go with them then it's me.im always the last to be picked by anyone of them,I'm always the one walking at the back of them or being pushed around when trying to keep up.If theres a group chat I'm not even in it and then they come to school talking all abt it infront of me and when I ask if I can be added they're so hesitant as If they don't want to because they don't know if everybody In the group wants me in it when it's literallyjust all our friends but me .Its only occasionally that I'm included equally but it still sucks ass to feel like an option to a group of people that u call ur friends.