I feel worthless and feel like everything is falling apart.do I think about killing myself ...yes but passively.i am 28 and I haven't achieved anything ..I feel like I am letting everyone down including myself.I just started believing that this world is not my place anymore and I find no zeal in doing things putting an effort.When it comes to my relationship I fell love with my school friend but there are lots of hiccups.I don't deserve anyone's love and I know there is no help coming writing this stuff but I just wanted to vent it off as I feel I have no body but the anonymous ones.