cuz when we cut ourselves our body feels more pain physically and it distracts u from the mental pain ur going thru and it gives u relive for a while but it's not ok. I used to cut myself bc I hate myself and I want to hurt myself so bad.. and it makes me feel better that I hurted myself because I'm worthless and I shouldn't be alive so I'll hurt myself because I deserve it but I don't I deserve all the love in the world but I cannt realize it no matter what..
pacifiedsheep8
I cut myself because I feel like when I hurt someone or when someone is in pain I feel like it's all my fault and it's best for me to just cut myself and feel the pain that they feel sometimes I just want to be happy but it never works
pacifiedsheep8
it's like when I start being and getting the best of me after 2 days or 2 weeks that pain I used to feel comes back stronger and it hurts soo bad sometimes i feel weak to even wake up and smile and sometimes i feel weak to just wake up in the morning and try to smile so that i can go to school