hey there, I'm sorry you feel that way. if you're friends are wrong and you always end up apologising, then that's guilt tripping. and if you are afraid of loosing people that always manipulate you into thinking you are always in the wrong, then unfortunately that's only going to way you down. I say you should distance yourself, I'm sure there are better people who would treat you the way you deserve to be treated. :)
pls stay away from toxic friends, you deserve so much better 💕
you have good character and u love ur frnds. but will u accept the false, or would u hide the reality for the ppl. whoever it may be frnds, relatives etc. if u know the reality or u know the exact answer, try to explain in every aspect so they could understand.