I am stressed honestly. I am aged 25 and I have been wanting to study nursing from when I was 17. I have been applying and I get zero feedbacks. Currently I am working on rewriting my O level, I am hoping they will take me if I have better grades. it's really depressing to be poor, to have goals and not have the money to fullfil your passions. For over 5 years I have been trying to get a scholarship to study in United Kingdom to no avail. This is really stressing me out because I don't even know what to do with my life at the present moment. Getting married freaks me out a lot especially before I attain my wish of being a nurse. I really wish there was someone out there to find me and help me to enroll to a nursing schoolπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί... Nearly a decade now and if I turn 30 they won't enroll me in nursing because I will be over age ππππππππππππππππ... Life can be so painful. Very painful...