hi! it's okay to be more frank with ur friends than ur family! my sister is full of joy with her firends more than with me, she always feels angry whenever she around us, and I am not mad nor sad about it, it just that she may feel more herself around her firends and I appreciate that she can find herself happy! I recommend to apologize and give a big warm hug to ur family, if u feel a little guilty for being rude, just let them know that u didn't mean ur words^^ if you can not tell them just make a latter! you can also decorate it if you want!
Also I apologize for any spelling mistakes
can we talk ? in IG
I am not social as a person and don't have IG sadly but I would like talk to u