Sorry to hear this. What are they saying? Can you got to the authorities

whatt........ that's serious... did you talk to the police

I mean

i am just helpless

so sorry but m really furious over here after reading your post

there's lots of NGO's that could help you....... try talking to your parents

That's really hard to be handled alone. You were expecting that you have your parents support but then they just scolded you. If I were in that position, I really wouldn't know what to do. I've been a victim of sexual assault at a very young age and kept it to myself until now because it was done by a family member/s and I don't want to cause a conflict in our family.

oh feeling sorry for you bt if they are. not understanding then don't tell them find someone who can understand your problem and give you comfert be strong and from now and always fight for yourself and stand for your emotions

actually my father even tries to beat me when I try talk about this .....this makes me even more deppresed

that's the problems why don't they even try listening to us

do you've any other relatives/friends that you could trust on

i just want to end my life .....😭

that's not the solution @dreartTeal3 be strong

Talk to someone who you really trust and won't judge you. Because being a rape victim is something that would take a lot of courage to be open about to someone. All the pain and feeling of shame eats you.

you can just sit there n watch them distroy your life u need to fight for yourself stand for yourself

i have many relatives but my parents have told me not to speak up about this to anyone as it would affect your marriage prospects...😭😭😢😢😢😢

I mean u can't*

can you help me..please

i still have nightmares..i cry whole night ..

tf with marriage.......

so when did this happen?

but it is not your fault that you got raped. no one wants to be raped.

SadieSwift13 can you tell how can i forget that

if a person really loves you, he will accept you for who you are. you didn't want that shit to happen. you're a victim.

yup I agree with Sadie

you can't. never. it will become a part of you and you'd learn to live with it. don't give up just yet. in my case, i really didn't tell about the assault with the authorities because it would drag my family down. it was my own choice. but in your case if your rapists were someone you don't have any connections or something, you should fight and put them to jail. they deserve to rot in there.

let me tell you that this happened to me by three different men at different ages ... 1. when I was four years old my mama was living with us ..he tortured me and told me that I you will tell anything to anyone you will be killed. And then he used to rape me every single day. I even tried to tell this to my mom at that time but she ignored and didn't believed me . I used to cry every time. I was very scared . Then after few years he left and I was very happy that finally he had gone from my house ......that time I was 5 years old . but after few years it again happened. 😭😭 2. When I was 8 years old then my aunt's brother nearly 20 or 22 years old came to our house due to some job prospects or something. He lived for 2 months and he also raped me many times.One day he even locked me in a room in my own house itself any raped me horribly. 😭😢 I cried and screamed. but then he slapped me and continued raping me .😭😢but after some time he left and I was again happy that now I am free . buttttttt. it again happened by another person.........😭😢 3. When I was 9 years old my one of uncle visited us .He raped me like 2 to 3 times and then he left .......😭😢😢😢😢😢

i have even started hating myself ..😭😢😢😢😢😭😭😭

and now I am 19 my parents didn't believed me ...but I still have nightmares.

THAT'S REALLY UNFORGIVABLE AND HORRIBLE!!! YOU ARE SUCH A FIGHTER! YOU MUST REPORT IT. YOU CAN SEEK MEDICAL EXAMINATION TO PROVE THAT YOU WERE RAPED!

and even I am fighting depression from past 12 years due to this ...

my father always says to me to go and die ...he hates me .😭😢 what should i do ??? please tell

Girl, you've come this far. You are not alone. I'm sure there are people in your life who genuinely cares for you and will support you through out the way. Even if not a family member, there is someone. So please, seek help.

sadieswift13 ....please reply .I really feel good after talking to you.

drearyteal, i'm also having a hard time on my own but knowing that you felt good talking to me i felt like oh i still have a purpose and i'm not that useless after all. I appreciate you and I admire your bravery.

sadieswift13,No you aren't useless SIS..❤Being a girl I can understand your feelings .

Talking to the authorities is really easier said than done. your rapists were the ones that suppose to protect you but then they betrayed you. shame on them.

sadieswift13, I you don't mind I want to share one more thing to you .😭😢😢

what is it? you can share anything with me. this is a safe space. i'm glad i discovered this community that we can share our problems without being judged and also anonymously.

As you know that a daughter's best friend is her mother . things are really going wrong with me . My mother hates me and even beats me badly doesn't let me even eat anything..you know today till now I have not eaten anything it's 5:53 pm in evening....she just wants to throw me out of the house ...can you imagine firstly I suffered rape that too at young age and many times ...still after that I wanted mother's support but I don't get that also ........i am in a horrible situation. how can i overcome it .😭😢😢😢

i'm so sorry to hear that, drearyteal3. 😟 I really understood why you felt that way... I couldn't imagine how much pain you've been going through. It really hurts right? even though you know that your parents don't give you the love and support that you deserve, there's still a little hope in your heart that they will someday. I don't know how you're going to overcome that. i'm actually in that situation also but not the exact same thing as yours. but all i can say is that live. or if you can't live, just exist. then someday, i hope we'll have a reason to live this life not just be here and exist.

i want to tell you that...even after this I am working on my dreams ...i had topped my school in 10th and was 2nd scholar in 12th PCB subject ...currently I am preparing for neet entrance. and once I become successful I won't return again to these people. 😭😢

oh yes. you do that girl! work on building your future self. someone that is empowered, strong, smart and successful. do everything to make your future bright so you can really leave those people who let you down behind! how i wish i have the same courage and bravery as yours.

thanks...a lot ❤

but still after achieving this much no appreciates me they just make me feel even bad .😭

sometimes I feel why god is doing this to me ... 😢😭

they were just like that because you are still in process. wait until you become successful they'll be crawling back to you.

I also question God why am I in this situation? why can't He just take my life away? I really don't know what to do with my life.

sadieswift13 can we be friends please..and if you want to share anything to me you can share I may help you out .....and thanku soooooo much for talking with me. i thought no one would even reply to my post .😢

yes we could of course. thank you also for trusting me. let's back each other up.

yes ..😭😢❤

you tell your problem?😢

let's have each others back.

what problem are you facing please tell?😢

what problem are you facing please tell?😢

what problem are you facing please tell?😢

what problem are you facing please tell?😢

no. i don't want to burden you with mine for now. i just wanted to help you. and i hope it made you feel better.

i want you to know that you are not alone. and you are doing a great job for doing well in your academics. you'll be a successful person in that field you chose.

you are such a nice person 😢.....sending you virtual hugs .😭❤ and once again I literally thanku from the bottom of my heart .😭😢❤

thank you so much for the appreciation. sending virtual hugs also. i know how hard this life has been for you and you're only 19y/o. there's more to life than that. just keep going, dreary teal. ☺️

thanku and whenever I will feel alone i will talk to you because after talking to you I really felt nice . be in touch please. 😢 byee ....we will talk again .😊❤

sure. take care!

i'll try my best to keep in touch. ☺️

I'm really so sorry you have a horrible family like that.

please stay strong

please stay strong

please stay strong

If your parents fail to understand you, it's their problem not yours. When you don't have anyone's support, just don't let yourself down. Listen to some songs,revive yourself, ignore others, believe yourself . Find support you require in yourself. You will slowly learn to stand strong .