I just can't take it now. Yes I'm a commerce student but it's still hard living a life with your parents loosing trust in you. I did something which pissed them off to another extent.. yeah I had a boyfriend 3yeqrs older than me and I live in India with Indian parents. it's not really funny when people actually listen to me I pretend it was a funny incident in front of my friends. I did all that out of loneliness and now that I don't talk to him anymore I'm overthinking again and feeling lonely AGAIN. I had suicidal thoughts after the day my mom dad found out about it and were angry as hell..