I don't know, I feel the same way. Maybe you're just shy or you are an introvert

I can relate , I have social anxiety, it'll get better with time , you just have to work on your confidence and self esteem issues

holisticthrush6. how do I work on myself? I can't control it

I am still working on this so I try to talk to people thinking that even they must be introverts like me so once has to break the ice and start communicating. Trust me once you'll start talking to someone new automatically your confidence will start to boost.