I don't know how to start but I am really depressed ,today i literally had a panic attack .There are several problems which are going on in my life And the greatest of them I think is I don't feel confident about myself I have wheatish skin tone that's why I have always been discriminated by the people of my family my friends and most of the people , my sister who is as fair as caucasian gets more attention than me people call me "kaali" (blackish) I have tried many products to get fair and nothing is working I feel uncomfortable in my skin I am not happy I try to love myself but i fail everytime I can't accept myself my brown skin it is tearing me from the inside always getting teased get shamed for my skin colour and being called ugly