we all will die oneday.. dont overthink it.. i have one suggestion for u.. everyday do ur best, give ur best, n live the day like u rgoing to die tomorrow so livethe best life today, do hard and smart work,help others. search for job so tht u get the experience and fun and other emotions of tht work before u die..

if this doesnot work.. then do things for others. do as much asu can before dieing like doing job n sving money for family, or earning for ur family.. live today's life for others..

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see that's a natural phenomena that's really going to happen and it's not in ur hands .. the things u can control is what u need to manage like doing ur work, i.e. good n right work n always trust God, God always does good for their kids .. I believe in Maa Saptashrungi.. Maa has helped me a lot in my life.. God is always with there kids .. don't panix just do your right and good work