what?

You can't harm yourself anytime

I feel the same but let's not do that ok. let's see if there's something/anything left to live for

Time heals everything and time will heal everything

never ever do that to yourself..the reason you are here in this world is far bigger than the reson you want to leave this world for..please try to talk to a therapist or anyone and come out of these suicidal thoughts..i too get these thoughtsany times and i talk myself out of it.i think about my family..u too need that reason to live..try to find some purpose and write them..never ever think of harming yourself in any way..nothing is worth more than our lives

the problem is that i cant find the pleasure in anything

the only thing that i feel could me happy is travelling i wanna spend every month in a new country i wanna explore everything on this earth beyond that everything seems menaingless for me

that's a great thought..u can plan for all your dreams and do whatever possible to make that happen...

but i cant do that i need money