High five girl. Welcome to club. Everything looks fake now. I am going through breakup too
This is tough..and hard. For an year, the word human, friendship and trust will feel disgusting. But you need to slowly gain your self back, you cannot let a bunch of loosers break your heart and loose trust in entire friendship. You are nice at heart, and thsts why you care so much. You need to meet someone who is as good as you, not people who are dirty at heart. Please.