1.Everyone around me is assuming stuff about me , if i take time for myself there is issue if not issue , if i go through everything again and if not , if i try there is issue bcoz its not good enough right not if not then as well. Its like if i do a normal thing apparantly people are trying to get meanings out of it ... chill . If I show I care issue if not issue . I can't do one thing normally without being overanalyzed bhai normal hai bs.I cant listen to a song , watch something , cant like a normal post , cant browse something. Show what I really feel issue then if I stop issue. I know what I want I dont know what you want from me . I messed up I know.Stop assuming.I have been operating on 2 hr sleep for past 2 month I cant spell right my sentences are not right . I have been overthinking cause I dont want to hurt someone like I did before , trying to make sense of what garbage is being thrown at me from multiple sources. I don't understand this language. Talk or be done with.