today i just talked my cousins relative i spilled my beams
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i talked casually asked her name she asked mine and then i know she might have started feeling for me but im scared of these feelings thinking what would happen if i
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bro there another problem with me
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and that is i share my personal thoughts with everyone without even thinking second what will be the conswquence
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except this app
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bro can we talk on this app
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i mean now
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whenever im in crowed place i feel too vulnerable and scared and due to this i commit silly mistakes
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is this disease
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i think everyone is seeing my behaviour my face my clothes my appearnce what if i didnt prove to their expectation
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i fear of emabarrsing myself
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i know that i shouldnt think about this but thoughts overpower me
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im normal person
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not much to say but i surely think about me is that i dont feel i exist
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i can be intimidated easily maybe im so different that i hide my true self so that no one can see that perosn