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okay guys im story goes like this, in 2020 i was dating this other guy then it happens i fall pregnant n the guy told me that his not ready for all of this then a month later met some other guy n came up with a decision that we should do abortion so that we can start our new life, we did it after all the his everything i need in a man , his sweet , carrying n loving till today we still dating but the problem its in me , i can't get over a fact that i killed my baby everytime i just think of what i did, i cant fund peace n none of mii family knows about it , its hurting coz i cant talk about it to this guy coz it will hurt him n start to be emotional but im dying inside in everything i do there's him/her , i even named him/ her siphosethu 70 % its his/her name , i still calculate months n now i feel like i should get pregnant to get over this feeling, I've tried but nah im dying inside . i know you'll gonna say its guilty consciousness

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