Hope you learnt your lesson.

Worst part is he is my next door neighbour..it's hard to move on..

well guess whatt I was at exactly same situation. he was also my neighbour. and toxic too. and so I moved on in a new city for study

even tho I still miss him I stop my self and never texted him since past 7 months. I don't how is doing where he is. I accept I love him and I have stopped forcing myself to move on. I just let it flow. every night I get flashbacks I miss him I listen to songs look at our photos and sleep. for you I'll say start talking to new people. make new friends.

@shinchan24- hey, I don't have any other friends here. my parents live here so I don't have the option of moving out...

it's nice to know someone has been in the same situation as I

try making new friends through social media and you can also try Omegle it's a fun place. and most importantly indulge yourself into things that are benificial for you. you can start skin care,meditation, writing your feelings in a diary( trust me when you'll read that diary later on you'll feel so good and you'll see your progress. you'll see how much you have suffered and how you became a stronger person. I did the same and now whenever I read that diary I laugh and nothing feels better than that). all the best!

thanks. I tried tinder but sadly all guys want to do is hook up and I'm not in that phase!! It hurts to think that he doesn't care while he was the more serious one in our relationship and he approached me first.. man, being neighbours is harder than I thought