I have no one to show my anxiety to. parents won't understand because it's study related and I have to be good at it no mater what my metal state is. I have no idea of current affairs and my gk is laughable...I m so insecure that someday I'll get so embarrassed because of my lack of gk.. I feel so trapped. I can't talk to friends because they won't be able to relate. currently in the middle of a long exam schedule and I m not confident that I'll pass. I m currently failing at life...because if I fail this exam I won't get into college. and then God knows what my parents are gonna do. it's almost like I'm studying for them..they r one's that r allowed to be upset and not me. somebody help. this is so scary. I feel so alone.