wanto cry so loud that even earth shakes to feel my presence
livingbeing11
don't hold back your feelings just let them out whether it's love hate irritation sorrow despair jealousy whatever it is just let them out without caring about anyone
clarke34
i always since my childhood was a person who always felt lonely and now when i wanring to describe my eyes are wet
clarke34
when i think about my past childhood a burst of extreme intense emotions starts inside and i feel suffocated
livingbeing11
you don't necessarily have to be the same person as you were
clarke34
always i admit i always got deception whom i loved
livingbeing11
people change and you should change too for tour own good
livingbeing11
then stop loving someone love yourself
clarke34
conditiions today are now are that i even hate talking to people thinking they will use me
clarke34
but i cant hold back my feelinga
clarke34
feelings
livingbeing11
to gain something you gotta lose something so to gain and feel love you have to lose trust and feelings for others
androidgamer
there are so many people for your support. I hope u feel better soon
clarke34
i wanted to ask that how can i recover back the love i lost of myself
clarke34
i hate seeing my face
livingbeing11
pamper yourself, chose yourself over others and most importantly don't lose your sanity just to please others
androidgamer
the question is - why do u choose to hate your self ?
livingbeing11
you start hating yourself because you 'chose' to love and please people who only pretended to be your well wishes while they either didn't care about your feelings or they were simply just using you
clarke34
i always was said that i am burden on this earth
clarke34
by others
livingbeing11
so what? there was a tup8d guy in my class but everyone used to call him Mr Genius(in a mocking way) but we know he isn't
livingbeing11
well if you get influenced by other people's words so much that you believe them then pls belive my words too and take it to heart. You are amazing and you should always prioritize yourself and you're a blessing on this earth
clarke34
honestly i have never ever thought that i am also a human i also have heart feelings but being evaluated by others made me so weak that i always second guessed myself i never wanted this doubt for myself but getting influenced is my biggest issue Can i recover .
androidgamer
you lack self esteem that's what it appears! have done anything to raise it ?
livingbeing11
stop being a people pleaser then understand your worth and leave at even a little sign of disrespect