lately i feel overthinking about my boyfriend while i don't take care of my college and i feel i have no place to share stories, i feel my best friend doesn't understand it. I always overthink every morning and I'm always annoyed because he can't get up early

Question

parishi_ · Answer

why does it bothers you that he can't get up early

Firda · Answer

it started 1 year ago, I was having a hard time dealing with my college, my family, then I needed his support, he promised to wake up early for me, I always waited for him until I didn't want to do the task before he accompanied me, but he lied, he was never on time, even i waited until the afternoon two to wake up, until now he still like that, So I'm confused about my relationship, I'm sad, I didn't find anyone and I canceled the exam 2 times and we are long distance relationship, only 1 hour apart

Firda · Answer

even the first time i talked to him, he lied about his name and country then i forgave him and i got to know his sister and his family but we agreed not to talk to parents first until we have enough money

cautiousrat1 · Answer

Have your own plans about your life, don't blindly follow him and wait for him to notice how much effort you are putting and how much you are adjusting your life for him.

Firda · Answer

I feel like I don't have anyone and I used to feel I could tell him    , but now it feels different, even i can't talk in the morning

Firda · Answer

I'm sad when I have to accept the fact that I have to leave him and have no one when I have to face a difficult time in my college

Frustrating

help me please

how do I change for the better?

difficult tym after breakup