am so tired i really don't know what i want i really want to change my school an am going to a catholic school an am in sisters convent it's really hard for me to follow the rules I told my father i will stop for a year an continue the next yea but he told me tat if i Stop this year he will not allow me to continue my studies again what am I supposed to do i even think shall i suicide cuz i feel like am useless am the only daughter of my father but i feel like i can never be the best daughter