Look first of all male friends! not a bunch of friends but only 3 -2 friends. who can atleast make you laugh..... I know it's tough when you are a introvert but it's not the problem, you should be proud of your self for being a introvert because these days people who are totally on social media and kind of very much extrovert, in reality they are the most lonely..... but if you are introvert you should have atleast 2 or 3 friends with whom you can share your feelings... Try to make friends, talk to them, always remember people love those people who gives them a positive vibes so first start talking with people without any hesitation. stop thinking that what they think...just try to make them comfortable.. and ignore people who ignores you ..

and I think in any relationship if you say sorry even after a big fight. even if you were right and they were wrong.... it will atleast make your relationship a little smooth... just say sorry !!

omggggg i want you to get a grip of yourself and unless and until you have hope nthg is going to work outtt you have your mother for know if u have to live happily for her and about her going is not something you should worry now now you have to enjoy the moment and be happy and make others happy and why did u resigne likeeeeee u should be independent and take your time and work and also u shouldn't lash out with ur siblings it can cause many bad things u have to smile and handle things patiently what do u mean u have no one you have your mother and i think you should need some self time like maybe watch a movie kdramas Netflix and read a book maybe look for a good job 😌 and also u have to persist urself from fighting with your siblings or just not talk to them itz better than fighting spent time with your mom and watch something with her try many dishes and i feel like ur overthinking try to distract urself with these things and then it will be nice and there is this show calls singles inferno ,25 21 ,put your head on my shoulders,and things these are happy vibe dramas and you should step out of ur comfort zone if u think ur intro ERT then u r there is nthg wrong in chengig and bringing a better. version of urself .........for the pple you love💕💕

Thank you @ashamedorzyxo and @trustingzebra0 for suggestions.. I will implement them. @trustingzebra0 believe me I tried everything to mend the relationship with my siblings.. nothing working out.. i just feel hopeless..leaving my past job is something hurting even more..I was emotionally connected with the job, with work and with people .. now m not able. to move on... I'm trying looking out for another job.. but still m missing and feeling stuck.