maybe it may stop at one point in life when you realize the main issue and finally get over it and stop caring about whatever caused you the trauma. But i don't think most people are able to get over their trauma. I've experienced it when everything seems to be going fine it just pops up out of nowhere bringing everything to square one. I can't even look at or do some things like I used to as everytime I will be reminded of the past it's just terrible. I do hope you will be able to somehow get over it and it won't come haunt you at least since I don't have any hope for myself.

there's just this thought that never leaves like I'm always afraid of my close one's leaving because everyone in the past has idk how to not feel scared or stop the anxiety

and I had to talk about how I almost got raped and was molested by a relative and now it all is coming right up flashing back and I'm not able to control my anxiety like I want someone to talk to constantly rn but I don't want to burden people no one really wants to hear all this and rn the one I share things with is also going through a lot so I have no option but to share here