you shouldn't... you really shouldn't. you have come so far just to achieve your dreams and now you want to back out . just don't do it and let your thoughts bother you or trouble you ... you are worthy enough to reach where you are now and prove it by showing your capability and talent 🥰
but i am feeling like an alien in this culture.
it's only because you are not used to such kinda thing which doesn't really make you any different so please do not compare yourself with others . make sure you show your style 😅
everywhere you will get different kind of people where you will feel like you don't fit in that ..so you can't run from everywhere right!?...Try to connect with people not every ultra modern looking person is rude