I can't believe,that I make my mother cry on me . I see she really hurt about my actions. I have a deep anger about my parents because they not take their responsibility to us , it's okay for them that their children doesn't going to school, they don't understand me . I want them to focus of what my siblings needed. and that is the education. I supported myself in how many years alone at the other places just to secure my future but now I see them doing nothing for my siblings I feel guilty because I say hurtful things about my mother. I know that wasn't me but I did🥺 I want to say sorry but they not understand what I really want for them . I work hard and study just to achieve my goals and give them a better life in the future but this things happen.