hey, what happened with me was I had a bestfriend, I asked him not to spend more time with my enemy but he still did and I wasn't able to forgive him, he tried but then just left and told to my enemy that I had problem with her that's why me and my bestfriend aren't bestfriends anymore. I felt betrayed and due to that I am just overthinking and feeling like dying everyday, now I don't have anyone.