because i said to my mother that no one asks me for food in the family
clarke34
specially by that evil girl
clarke34
i say evil woman
clarke34
and she ran to me and my mother shouting loudly and criticising me brutally
alertchile0
how do you feel about your actions?
clarke34
im literally in deep pain today
clarke34
what actions
alertchile0
you called your brother's wife evil woman in front of her and other people
clarke34
no
clarke34
you r not other people i guess
clarke34
just expressing inside feeling
clarke34
and its very sad
clarke34
earlier i thought i deserve to get good but some incidents happend and nowadays im not me
clarke34
alertchile r u there
clarke34
i suppose not
alertchile0
oo ok so it was just you, your mother and brother's wife
alertchile0
but still those words are not cool. Just put yourself in those shoes. if somebody would have called you evil...you wouldn't have liked it either
clarke34
hey i think there is some misunderstanding i reapeat i have never ever called her evil or anyone ever either in front of anyone or else im expresdimg my feelings thats it i hope u understand
clarke34
im saying she said something not cool stuff to me and to my mother
alertchile0
my bad, sorry
clarke34
hii alerchile0
alertchile0
hello
clarke34
how r u
alertchile0
I am fine
alertchile0
you?
clarke34
yeah so how r u feeling today
alertchile0
I am kind of sleepy...but not sleepy
clarke34
i felt confused today
alertchile0
why
clarke34
i hope i said yesterday maybe or prior to that.. eh i today offered samosa to my brother wife
alertchile0
then?
clarke34
and just to say that i wanted to refresh the things between us i thought and i took initiate and gave her
alertchile0
then?
clarke34
why i blame evrything on me
clarke34
okay
alertchile0
but everything looks good till now...what happened
clarke34
yes but still im ashamed of myself of not leaving pleasing others
clarke34
i think there is a risk when i talk freely becuase other person may use it
alertchile0
but if you are doing right thing...you need not to be afraid of anything
clarke34
really thanks..
alertchile0
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in this case you were the one wanting to letting go of bad feelings and offered a samosa...it's perfectly good