hey guys it all started when i was a around 4 years old and i was raped at that time then it happened again when i was 5 then again at the same age twice and then at the age of 7 i didn't knew at that time that what is going on but i sure knew it was something bad because i felt pain I'm now around 17 but now i can't stop thinking about &ex i read it online that the kids who suffer from sexual assault at a young age are more likely to fall into &ex at young age idk.... i just can't find help anywhere i've tryed to do suicide twice but failed π