do you have like anything telegram or just an email id anything else
perceus12galactus
telegram
Golda
okay
perceus12galactus
@Satyajit_gaya_momos_khane
Golda
it's okay I'll tell my issues here but it was my personal thing
perceus12galactus
Okay
perceus12galactus
I'm here say
Golda
i did a mistake that I had a guy friend i love him most with 10 years but I didn't talk with him that much so after a long time I talk with him once so just like you know that excited me and I am sharing my every memories with him
perceus12galactus
And then
Golda
but laterly i told him whatever the thing I have made in my life like my past relationships and all the thing I've shared with him coz my depression nd i didn't shared anyone about it
Golda
i thought like he will save me and support me
Golda
but he didn't actually... i was overwhelming and blabbering too much about it with him so he started doubting on my self hurt me most with his words
Golda
actually I didn't do anything wrong in my life but the particular time period i feel like everything is my mistake nd I'm the reason for everything
Golda
so I blabbering with him like everything wrong thing is my side
Golda
he was misunderstood me nd hating with his hurtful words and he left me that makes me feel really broken 💔 i till couldn't over come with that
Golda
then I did a mistake that I chased him nd tried to explaining myself coz that's more nd most painful thing on that time (10 years friend he didn't believe me)
perceus12galactus
It is normal...I would say...something would have happened in his life which made him to doubt on u....if u think u r fine by ur ethics then it's a good thing
Golda
so now I forgot whatever he hurts me nd i started to talk with him nicely
perceus12galactus
I see...that might hurt u more....bad times come in our life...people come people leave....ik what hurt u was 10 yrs friend and he didn't listen to me
perceus12galactus
That's a good thing u have done...I would say u not to talk of the fight u had and the related topics
perceus12galactus
He needs a bit of time to heal and understand u ......it hurts ik...but he needs to understand u more...
perceus12galactus
So spend some handful time with him...
Golda
but he said like i don't want to talk with you coz of your behaviour you are chasing me in too much of messages, you have created plenty profiles in Instagram to talk to me whatever you did i didn't forget i hate your behaviour so i wants to Stop to talking with you i feel it's too wrong he said like this
perceus12galactus
It takes time...but it gonna be alright.....and u alone isn't less ....u r enough to fight any problems in ur life but depression makes it harder.....but the key is ....don't think about things that has hurt u...because the more u get stressed by past the more u give depression an opportunity to harm u
perceus12galactus
Then uk.....keep friendship but uk don't rely on him too much for now...make new friends....start Journaling....u will find a person to talk about ur secrets
Golda
yeah as like u said I've been trying to talk with him generally but he didn't allow me to talk what will I do
perceus12galactus
I would say...make more friends to fill the gap created by him and keep urself a bit busy
Golda
okay
Golda
but I couldn't make good friendship i feel insecure to trust someone again
perceus12galactus
😊if he wants he will talk with u...but don't lose the contact...u can talk with him when u want to....forgetting what he said u before....
Golda
but he said like he doesn't have trust to talk with me
perceus12galactus
Does that mean....he can't talk with u about studies ??
Golda
I'm sorry..i didn't get you what you are saying
Golda
he wants to endup
Golda
he hated me a lot
perceus12galactus
Then u should maintain a bit of distance....uk u can hurt urself