I am in my twenties, and recently one of my parents died since then I haven't cried. The Problem is not this, I have love issue. The thing is the one I am in love with seems to have secret relationship with my friend and whenever I ask he tells no. But with all surrounding experiences it show they are and I am having dream of them having secret relationship being true. While in reality I had to handle my family by my self but since I am studying it's not becoming possible. It should have been my main problem and trouble me with but no, all I have trouble with the love. With this dream coming over and over making me feel like I shouldn't live hurting me, burning me many times in the time when I cannot control my thoughts(dream). Help me .... just help me it seems like this might be normal happens most of the young people but no I am have thoughts to be death. Help me !