So i have a bestfriend only one who is lately ignoring me and beung rude but i bet she is not rude to her other friend i just feel like she is more than me to my bestfriend.. I dont have any friends i have still they cannot be trusted.. She shows that she hates whoever i am with out of jealousiness and i get insecure about myself and i have a very low self esteem that when my sister complemented me i am like stop lying... Sometimes i feel like is she using me becuz she tells her problems and doesnt listen to mine.. Idk i am so stuck about her matter and i also feel good sometimes with her its something like soulmate i have something in my mind and she says it not by coincidence and all but like all the time. Generally bestfriends are similar but we are opposites.. People say that friends are similar and lovers are opposites. But here we are bestfriends because of our choices are veryy different.. I like something she hates it.. what do you think abiut her any advice?