I feel like he was the vessel holding my life. Now my life is just like a spilt milk.Even if it's milk but still useless and meant to be cleaned off.....it's wasted now....my life without him seems like meaningless colourlesss and vacant place to live in. I feel like I have been sentenced lifetime sadness and grief. What could I possibly do to bring him back? Nobody understands me....even my parents. I feel very lonely as if the whole world is against me trying to separate him from me, even he wanted the same and hence left me without leaving any explanation. It seems more impossible to heal with every passing day.