hi,it's something about my relationship. me and my bf broke up due to his fault & that's a long story,he knows he was at fault and he pleaded me to gave him a chance which i said if we will meet then I'll give u(come on we haven't met for 4 months it's the least i asked) but as usual he doesn't have time for me and said we will meet some other day when I'll free(he just asks do u want to meet me? and not i want to meet u let's meet & he doesn't care if I'm free or not) so i said no let's officially breakup, if u want the chance then show me u actually love me and not just wanted to have a gf. he just texts me i love you and all as frnds except for the i love you. ok so i have a frnd who's close to me and we just planned today to hang out, he used to lightly flirt with me and after my breakup i used to do the same but i dont want anything it was just a friendly flirting but today we kissed amd i don't know I'm feeling guilty for my ex who's "showing" me his love as usual through texts.