i Can't explain..my parents are not understanding my depression..they say it as excuse..i feel so lonely what should i do
cruelCordial1
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why are you depressed??did something happened
silence_0
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What you should do is vent it out somewhere. Just speak your heart out. To someone you know and trust. In a piece of paper. Anywhere you are the most comfortable.
unstablemind
i have been suffering from it since 2 years..a lot of things lead to this..i just can't live in peace
unstablemind
i have no one to speak to
boredgnu2
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heyy, what happened buddyy
silence_0
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Then speak it out here. I think here are ears enough. What do you think?
cruelCordial1
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just speak to us. we'll help you
numbnachos25
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hold on... bad times and feelings are only temporary ... love yourself a bit more right now , do what brings a smile on your face let go of things which don't. If you have people you can rely on tell them if not that's okay too .Take care πππππdon't be so hard on yourself.
unstablemind
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Iam in a stage where people choose their dreams and follow..they start thinking about their career..and here iam..i know nothing..i grew up in such a way..that i always did what my dad wanted to do..i always studied.shit ! But i didn't have any option...i was not exposed to any other thing apart from that..that hurts.! Knowing all my friends are working for what they love and here iam still doing what my father is ordering me around..if i cry..feel helpless..he said if i don't stop this crying drama ,he won't see our family again..idk what to do anymore.. iam numb!..i just want to scream..i just want to say the..path iam walking on was never my choice .it was just my dad's freakin unfulfilled dream! .i was made to study GK..aptitute..when i was just 7..summer holidays had become a curse for me since then..i hated holidays . because i was made to study then ! I am not exposed to anything..i don't have a dream..and i don't want to study what iam studying for either..i don't have another choice.! I just want to be a normal girl ..who would understand!..how hard i study..i was going through so much..still i get to hear that i was merely wasting time doing nothing!..it hurts..it really do ..as i don't have a dream..i atleast want to fulfill my fathers dream.. but atleast he is not even supportive about it.. always says i have wasted all my time till now.. don't know anything makes me feel like dumb..he also calls my mom and her family dumb..he thinks he is some Einstein and duniya me unse bada or buddhiman or koi hai hi nahi..i hate this toxic behaviour.i just want to scream..and end things ek hi bar me..but don't have the courage!.he is the only earning member in my fam
cruelCordial1
then you have two options, first do follow your dream and just tell your father about it,second just do whatever your father want you to do so that he can be happy with you,choice is yours. cause we are just helpers who can just suggest you what you have to do.
unstablemind
i Don't have a dream
lordshuk
btw what's your father's plan for you? You are studying as per the word of your father! But since you are studying, so is there anything particular that you love studying the most? Any subject or anything?