I think nobody is going to love me as I not fit in the unnatural parameters of beauty. he dumped me because I didn't look like his Instagram model friends, I'm just ugly duckling , I'm just beautiful in eyes of my mother but indeed reality always hit different.its not the fact I never to be beautiful, i tried as much as I can do but I can't change however I look !! I'm just pissed off. he said I like girls with no makeup but also he likes the with dozens of makeup 💄!! I never tried to conceal my scars of my pimples and he used to tease me why do you have so much pimples and look at the others you must didn't care of your skin but I'm tried to these skin issues were getting worse like my relationship and at the end he cheated me behind my back and he didn't even apologized for what he did !! that freaking guy . now hate meeting people's cause they judge me over my looks but nobody wants to my achievements . I'm really fucked up by these parameters of beauty.