There are 3.9 billion females in this vast land. In my 18 years of life, I have met many, And I sometimes I think I know what a female is, but sometimes I really doubt that. I have shared many moments with them, I have laughed with many, I have shared jokes with me, I have helped many, But loved? Only one. Felt euphoric by only one, Felt safe around only one, I loved her like I like did to no one else. Sometimes I think of my heart, How foolish and naive it is, Thinking that she will love like I do, Care for me like i do, Feel safe around me like I do. After all this time, I know she won't be with me, She won't be by my side, But my heart still aches for her. There are so many females I have met, But I wonder why I didn't felt these feelings for them. The serene moment when I look into her eyes, The sense of safety while listening to her voice. Sometimes I think what my life would be like, if she was beside me. But fate doesn't want me to have her And I have to obey that.