just gonna follow this downward spiral until I come back to those crossroads again it been 13 years since I attempted suicide by taking a hand full of pills and soaking in the bath unfortunately I had forgotten my sister didn't have her after school program due to a Dr appointment. Yet here we are 13 years later and all I can think about is how I should've just chased those pills with a bottle of jack then I wouldn't have to worry about if he's coming back