why people are happy on outside while they feel like killing themselves inside

Question

skylar · Answer

bcoz it's easier to pretend nothing is, wrong

clarke34 · Answer

can i ask you something important

skylar · Answer

sure... go ahead

clarke34 · Answer

tell me honestly why we should live for whom when everyone wants to get rid of me

clarke34 · Answer

why i should live

skylar · Answer

live for urself, love urself for urself, respect urself for urself

clarke34 · Answer

i think i should go away from everyone

skylar · Answer

u r not a burnt ciggarette, on which ppl will step on and walk away and don't allow them

clarke34 · Answer

😢

skylar · Answer

what's ur age clarke?

clarke34 · Answer

my willpower is going down day by day

clarke34 · Answer

i think age doesnt make any sense

clarke34 · Answer

have you seen my age

clarke34 · Answer

why are you concerned about a trash like me when everyone wants to get rid of me

skylar · Answer

u r still young , become financially stable, then move out of the  toxic environment u r in

clarke34 · Answer

hey are you a girl if yes then play with my emotions and abuse me because introverted person doesnt belong to this society

clarke34 · Answer

i feel like a stone

skylar · Answer

ur 2nd last cmnt doesn't make sense to me..

skylar · Answer

why do u feel like a stone?

clarke34 · Answer

because then no one can hurt you anymore

clarke34 · Answer

a stone is not hurt by anyone even if you kick it with your foot

skylar · Answer

it may not be hurt... but for sure it will break... that's how phy works

clarke34 · Answer

i need to spill my hidden outburst

skylar · Answer

u can do that here... or try listening circle

clarke34 · Answer

becuase if i didnt share now im gonna hit myself

clarke34 · Answer

do you want to listen my heart now

skylar · Answer

sure go ahead... I'll my best to listen u

clarke34 · Answer

are you a girl or boy

skylar · Answer

girl, obv.

clarke34 · Answer

some girls whom i know always make me feel low

clarke34 · Answer

they make me feel like sin or something

clarke34 · Answer

how should i respond to these hurting insults

clarke34 · Answer

are u there

clarke34 · Answer

i have only one question,, Do all boys are stronger and hard by heart or there are exceptions like me who cant say my feelings when some girl insults me or laugh at me

clarke34 · Answer

maine unko kaha kya hai jo meri personal life ke bare me inta zyada pta karna chahti hai ki mujhse aise interrogate karti hai jaise mai koi jaanwar hoon

clarke34 · Answer

hey skylar

clarke34 · Answer

please im begging anyone who can understand my problem

skylar · Answer

ooh, yr sorry.. my mom had my phn

clarke34 · Answer

ok then by d way thanks for ignoring a shit like me

skylar · Answer

noo... wait

skylar · Answer

let me read at least

clarke34 · Answer

please dont be sorry i dont deserve anyone 😃

clarke34 · Answer

thanks for your time

skylar · Answer

first things first - get this thing straight in ur head - love and respect urself. if u don't, no one else will

clarke34 · Answer

do i deserve love respect really,😢😢

skylar · Answer

and learn to validate ur feelings... nd I'm sorry if I made u feel bad in any way a.,.. these days I just keep messing things up

skylar · Answer

yes, u deserve it, everyone does

clarke34 · Answer

im sure you must be very strong minded person

skylar · Answer

oh I wish....if only u knew me in real life lol

clarke34 · Answer

is talking your feelings to a girl is normal or i have esteem issues

skylar · Answer

reframe ur ques, plz?

clarke34 · Answer

i get shy and scared while talking about real feelings to a girl and otherwise i dont have problem of talking to my male friends whyy

clarke34 · Answer

why i feel that i should be really very careful and precise while talking to girls

skylar · Answer

u can be shy to ur opp genders... it doesn't necessarily means u have low self-esteem

clarke34 · Answer

beacuse i get nightmares thinking what if she spread rumors about me or what will i say if we meet next time

skylar · Answer

do u feel fear or inferior while talking to them?

skylar · Answer

that's overthinking

clarke34 · Answer

the main reason is that whenever some girl is suffering or getting abused by anyone i just couldnt see them doing that i start burning in anger inside that why they are treated like that

clarke34 · Answer

and the funny thing is this even if they mock or insult or embarrses me i cant stop them for my sanity

skylar · Answer

how can this possibly give u low self esteem? anyone with a good heart would feel same way. - if u see anyone being treated badly

clarke34 · Answer

is that obbsession or insanity

skylar · Answer

check my most recent cmnt and I'll be back in a few mins.

clarke34 · Answer

because outside im like a stone rock but inside i m like a boy who just want to make any girl happy thats it

clarke34 · Answer

areyy koi baat nhi mujhe aadat hai nafrat ke dont explain yourself i cant say im happy but just want to pass life fast

clarke34 · Answer

jaldi se ye zindgai beet jaye bass fir sab mushkilen khatam

clarke34 · Answer

arey baat karni hai toh karlo yaar kyuki main zyada din nhi

clarke34 · Answer

byee

skylar · Answer

why do u think it's obsession or insanity?

clarke34 · Answer

have you ever loved someone without expecting anyting in return have you???

skylar · Answer

yes, I did. learnt my lesson well

clarke34 · Answer

because i can swear that no one ever gets what they love the most🤕🤕

skylar · Answer

u'll get ur happiness, when right time comes. happiness is in ur perception... sometimes try to find it around u...

clarke34 · Answer

mai wo hoon jab koi khusg hota hai to hansta hu jab koi rota hai toh rota hoon dusron ka gam khudka gam kab mere liye zeher ban gya pta hi nhi chala

clarke34 · Answer

kabhi kisi se sacha pyar mat karna yahi meri nasiyat hai sabse

skylar · Answer

thats why keeping a healthy distance is important. sometimes we, need space.

clarke34 · Answer

maine toh khudse vaada kiya hai ki mar jaaunga lekin kabhi kisi ko dil mein jagah nhi doonga

clarke34 · Answer

😡😡

clarke34 · Answer

itna pareshan kiya hai mujhe

clarke34 · Answer

koi pyaar nhi koi gam nhi simple😁😁

skylar · Answer

if u r unable to find solution or peace... try listening circles..  the psychologist can guide u.. I guess

clarke34 · Answer

heyy im not mad and im fine 😃

skylar · Answer

no... I didn't mean it that way

Frustrating

help me please

how do I change for the better?

difficult tym after breakup