it's not good for you try to talk with someone, someone who you trust and have good realtion with.
troubledCaribou0
i dont have money for consulting dr
troubledCaribou0
i had talked to someone i trust he judged me and blamed me althoughter for whatever wrong happened with me
Lily5
if you're comfortable you can share with me
annoyedlion4
you will be fine..have patience. don't do anything wrong. yiu will find a way for sure. talk to some another person.
troubledCaribou0
lily 5-i suffered sexual abuse in my first relationship i was small unaware about it when shared this to my very dear friend he blamed me for what happened he said i letted it happened i cant blame other person so i am feeling i should die
Lily5
people make mistakes it's there nature
Lily5
don't take it seriously what your friend told you
Lily5
you did nothing wrong and please don't hurt and blame yourself for others
troubledCaribou0
i just feel was my fault was so big that my first ex donot deserve any punishment i am not blaming anyone i am telling my feeling my ex dint understod
troubledCaribou0
but is my fault so big that my ex is fully innocent and he is not to be blamed and get any punishment
Lily5
he's your past forget it yeah it's not easy to forget but not impossible either
Lily5
is your ex older than you?
troubledCaribou0
yes
troubledCaribou0
its been 6 years from that incident
Lily5
he should have understand this then that you're younger
Lily5
did you find anyone else after him?
troubledCaribou0
yes he is only the one who blamed me and said it was my fault my presnt bf
troubledCaribou0
he supported me also but he use to cross question me which triggers me and i gets pannick aytacks
Lily5
your present bf also blame you?
troubledCaribou0
my present bf is that dear friend i was talking about
troubledCaribou0
actually my present bf only blamed me said its my fault as i dint stood up for me etc
Lily5
wtf man😶
Lily5
I can't cursed him here right??
troubledCaribou0
my present bf is good i am happy with him i respectes my no also he mkes me comfortable but this one thing because of which i gets panjick attacks
troubledCaribou0
he respects my no*
Lily5
why can't no one understand it's a mistake that occured when your younger, it's not your faltu it's just maybe your destiny
Lily5
*fault
Lily5
talk him that you don't like to bring up the past
troubledCaribou0
when i was young i was not aware also about those things i just got manipulated by first ex , i still told my first ex that i get bad feeling i am in pain i dont like it he said its natural , if i dont like its my fault
Lily5
where are you from?
Lily5
people might be so hard on you....... without understanding you situation and feeling they just blame you.. I feel sad for you
