Hey .. u really need to seek help dear .. this is wrong .. atleast take counsellors help first .. a doc who will help u fight with this .. how can parents ignore yaar ..
worldlymandrill1
1
I cry a lot.... don't know what to do
Vai
1
who did this disgusting thing if u don't mind me asking
worldlymandrill1
actually I have been raped since I was 4 years old
worldlymandrill1
my mama did this
Vai
Damn .. who did this
Vai
Omg ..
Vai
1
4 years? Where do u live btw
worldlymandrill1
I am from Delhi.. πππ
worriedjaguar6
such a terrible thing and your parents ignored about this ?
worldlymandrill1
yes they don't even care and I don't have any one to whom I can share that's why I am here
Vai
what does ur mom say .. didn't they do anything about Mama .. does he still visit u
worldlymandrill1
my mother even torture me for many years after she knew that this happened to me
Vai
tortured u?
worldlymandrill1
but that time I was just 4 year old kid and I didn't knew what was happening with me
worldlymandrill1
yes I have been tortured beaten in a very bad way
Vai
Wtf .. y were u beaten .. it was him right .. has the thing stopped now ..
worldlymandrill1
and believe me I cry all time... I just wanted someone to whom I can talk without any hesitation
worriedjaguar6
sorry to ask but are they even your original parents?
Vai
I mean It was him to be punished, right
worldlymandrill1
yes now it's stopped but i still have nightmares and I feel empty
worldlymandrill1
yes they are my original parents
worriedjaguar6
2
I understand how you must be feeling
Vai
1
how many years he did this .. that disgusting man . doesn't he have kids . bloody pervert ..
worldlymandrill1
can I tell you the whole story.. it's a bit longer
worriedjaguar6
Such men should be really beaten and punished idiot's
Vai
1
yeah u are free to share anything u wish to deary .. I am a girl too . u are free to share dear β₯οΈ
worriedjaguar6
yes go ahead
Vai
1
I am like ur sister .. β₯οΈ .. don't feel alone
worldlymandrill1
actually when I was 4 years old kid my mama lived with us and he used force to those bad things with him ..if I denied then he would torture me this happened to me for a long time It was horrible.
Vai
omg
worldlymandrill1
next when I was around 8 years old then again one of uuncl raped me very badly
Vai
1
4 years .. damn .. kids don't even properly talk ye time pe
worldlymandrill1
next when I was 10 years old I was again raped by my another uncle
worldlymandrill1
and my parents know this but they just don't care
Vai
1
they must be behind bars
worldlymandrill1
vai are you here?
Vai
y don't they care .. do u have any brother
Vai
Yeah I am listening
worriedjaguar6
1
this is really not acceptable at all...I being a stranger want to take an action against him and your parents didn't care ? OMG
worldlymandrill1
vai can I ask in which class are you?
Vai
1
seriously worried
Vai
1
I am 23 years old
Vai
n u
worldlymandrill1
wworriedjaguar6 I want to ask something to you?
worriedjaguar6
1
yes please ask
worldlymandrill1
OK I am 18 ...you are from which state? πππ’
Vai
1
I live in Mumbai
worriedjaguar6
1
and I live in Hyderabad
Vai
u were about to ask something to worriedjaguar
worldlymandrill1
worriedjaguar what is your age and from which state you are..?? can we be friends
worldlymandrill1
vai you are from which state
worriedjaguar6
1
I'm 20 years old from Hyderabad and definitely we can be friends
worldlymandrill1
OK
worldlymandrill1
what should I do please tell
Vai
1
I live in Mumbai . definetly . dear .. but can't be ur friend because I am ur sister
Vai
1
u are free to tell anything to ur sister
worriedjaguar6
1
see why don't you try to fight back
Vai
1
Yeah u need to fight back anyhow
Vai
1
otherwise such people will always take advantage of girls thinking they can't fight and their parents won't do anything
worldlymandrill1
despite being so much depressed I had topped in my 10th class with 91 percent marks two years back...now my 12th board exam are going to start after 20 days I am prepared but this bad memories triggers me and I feel empty and lonely deppssed. ππππππππππππππππππ¦π
Vai
1
do u have any brother
worriedjaguar6
1
I can understand but you need to overcome because career is lot more important than anything
Vai
1
ohh my god, such a brave girl u are .. do u have anyone else close or trustworthy
worldlymandrill1
I told my parents to do something to them but they said to keep quiet nhi to family ki nak Kat jayegi jane do... πππππ’
Vai
1
inspite of these things u topped .. really brave n commendable
worriedjaguar6
old fashioned people
worldlymandrill1
yes I have a brother and a sister
worriedjaguar6
1
are your siblings supportive ?
Vai
1
family ka aadmi hi chutiya hai .. to uski naak katni chhaiye
Vai
don't ur brother and sister know this .. what do they do
Vai
especially ur brother
worldlymandrill1
you know what my parents say tumhe hum ache school me padha rhe h ache kapde food everything we provide so you should be happy or forget about rape!!
worriedjaguar6
1
There is no relation with good food or clothes school
worriedjaguar6
1
this is completely different
worldlymandrill1
yes my siblings are very supportive but wo dono mujjhse chote h toh I feel embarrassed π
Vai
Bhenchod !
worriedjaguar6
1
how much you would have been suffered mentally
Vai
1
wtf is this .. good food and clothes
Vai
1
I am just fuming in anger
worldlymandrill1
1
my parents say bhool jao sab kuch.. ππbut I can't forget yar
worldlymandrill1
or those cheap people still come to my house.. and after seeing them my blood boils but I can't do anything.. ππ
worriedjaguar6
1
I'm burning with anger how they can tell to forget
Vai
2
ask ur mother what if she was in same situation .. will she be able to forget
worriedjaguar6
exactly...ask your parents
Vai
it's of no use asking her .. if she really cared she must have done something .. good food and clothes ..
worldlymandrill1
my mother is just a different creature she never even hugged me ever or talked with me properly since this thing happened!!!!
Vai
but just ask her tbh
worriedjaguar6
everyone is having good food and clothes so what ? as if its a small thing forget about it its seems
Vai
2
worriedjaguar .. imagine 4 years .. yaar .. we have nieces too of that age n we take care of them n play like our siblings or kids .. they don't even have started talking properly n how can such disgusting man do such thing
worriedjaguar6
1
yaa that's what and how could they even tell that way, really there is no humanity at all
worldlymandrill1
and bro can't explain other things that my mother did to me.. πππππ she could have supported me but she didn't.. πππ’π’π’π’π’π’
Vai
2
upar se they come to ur house too .. mummy must be busy serving chai to them
Vai
1
huh
Vai
1
imagine ranking 1st in class n still u are not happy
Vai
u really are a brave girl dear .. I wish I could have hugged .. I feel like crying
worldlymandrill1
yes unhe koi fark nhi padta
worriedjaguar6
1
if I was near you I would have really file a complaint against them
worldlymandrill1
yes I am one of the good student in my class and in my whole school every one praise me my teachers also support me very much....
worldlymandrill1
Vaii I also want to hug you and cry for a while
worldlymandrill1
thank u worried jaguar
worldlymandrill1
you know Ispite of these I am also preparing for neet as becoming doctor is my dream but sometimes I feel like I should give up!!!! πππ
Vai
1
dear, the first thing I would suggest is take a stand for urself n also earn some penny n move out of that house to a safer place .. do earn good then u can go ahead .. there is an app called upstox .. they tell u to attend calls like customer care ko jo call karte hai vo .. u will be payed with that .. I will give u a person ka number baadme .. hope it helps .. move to Mumbai or Chandigarh or Bangalore or Himachal Pradesh or Chennai
worriedjaguar6
never give up
Vai
Take care of ur brother n sister too if possible
worldlymandrill1
bro I will be going to kota after 3 months once my 12th board exam gets over
worriedjaguar6
1
vai really i want to appreciate you for doing such a good deed
Vai
take them along with u .. they don't know the responsibility of parents ..
Vai
1
ty worriedjaguar
worldlymandrill1
my brother and sister are completely safe these kind of things never happened to them and also mother didn't beat them anytime she loves both of them bus mera hi alag treatment hora h.. π
Vai
1
that's good if u go to Kota .. that way u can move from that place
worldlymandrill1
I am going to kota for neet preparation...
Vai
don't ur Mama have kids .. does he have a daughter .. do they know about this
Vai
1
u really are brave dear .. inspite of all these u r fighting ..
worldlymandrill1
yes he got married 3 years back and now he also has a daughter .... you know I was even forced to attend his wedding.... π
worriedjaguar6
your aunt doesn't know about all these or is she also like your parents?
Vai
1
How old was ur Mama when u were 4 years old
worldlymandrill1
am I really brave.... mujhe rote hue dekhoge na brave ka B Bhi nahi Ho Mai π
worldlymandrill1
around 21
Vai
1
yeah Mami must know this ..
worldlymandrill1
no my aunt doesn't know about this
worriedjaguar6
I think she must know about this yaar
Vai
1
u are brave dear .. crying doesn't mean u r not brave .. u r work n deeds n spirit of working hard n fighting is what makes u brave ..
worldlymandrill1
yaar I lock myself and I cry a lot.... I feel empty
worriedjaguar6
see we can understand how horrible you must have felt but you shouldn't spoil your life na
Vai
1
Don't go and tell all of a sudden wait .. what if things turn worse .. all are ek number ke chutiye log almost .. don't understand n baadme iske liye bhi they will tell u
worldlymandrill1
vai can I please talk to you on phone and can you be my elder sister forever... mujhe jab Bhi akela feel hoga I will talk to You...since I have no one to talk with except God. π’β€
Vai
1
but take a stand for urself .. seek someone who can really help yaar
Vai
take it fast because I will delete it soon before someone else apart from u two check it
worldlymandrill1
are Meri mummy to mujhe buri Tarah marti thi yaar
worldlymandrill1
OK you delete
Vai
took my insta? msg me dear ..
worldlymandrill1
I will talk to you on instagram
worldlymandrill1
through voice call
Vai
yeah anytime
Vai
what's ur name btw
Lavisha
Hey everyone !
worldlymandrill1
hi lavisha πΈ
Vai
Hii Lavisha .. we were talking to Wordlymandrill .. she is such a brave and such a nice girl who inspite of such bad things in her life had topped 1st in 10th n also is fighting her life n moving ahead
Lavisha
Yesterday similar thing happened with me in the local busπ£π...I was about to scream and tell but then I just left.
worldlymandrill1
1
my name is roshni
Vai
1
what's ur name worldlymandrill
Vai
ok Roshni
Lavisha
1
Yes I appreciate her for what she achieved π
Vai
1
Ohh such bad men really exists n it really fumes me in anger
worldlymandrill1
1
lavisha I can understand you and I sending you a big virtual hug π’β€
Lavisha
Thanku ..I don't have parents ..I was with my grand mother
Vai
A hug from me too dear .. Ohh sorry to know that .. u have two sisters for u here
Lavisha
1
I am grateful π
Vai
I hope the bus guy didn't harm you or as such .. u r safe right?
Lavisha
Hmm but he tried to touch badly and that was just disgusting
worldlymandrill1
vai I don't use instagram or other social media because of Distraction in studies so now I created a account just to talk to you wait I follow you
Vai
Even I was once eve teased in train .. I was so stupid that I thought I am thinking wrong .. later I just moved his hand n just left later I realised I must have pressed his balls he automatically without any scene would have not dared to touch