I feel like m always drowning... I don't cry for anyone often but there's a boy i love very much .. I feel very good with him . Like i'm hone... but sometimes nothing makes me feel good.. I want to be consoled.. I want to feel that m worthy.. since my childhood m always in anxiety.. I feel like m not normal lie others.. Reading this much about me may sound that m in depressed type person but i am a very funny personality person... I make people laugh. M a girl in 10th standard.. But inside m drowning like hell... I don't want this... I feel there's no one for me... I feel no one will accept me the way i am ... and no one will ever be able to handle me.. Handle my traumas .. I've been through a lot.. I have tremendous traumas... But i can't get over it... I feel nothing can be healed .. Wounds never heal..