What can I even say.... I have anxiety and I have been taking medications for quite some time now.... I can't cope up well with the pressure.... Which often lead to panic attacks.... I can't tolerate unhygienic habits so I prefer to eat maintaining proper distance.... I can't withstand that!! I just can't!!..... I have trouble sleeping the thought of losing people and failure are all that run through my mind as soon as I close my eyes.... At this point nights have started to scare me and I kind of find my comfort in the day.... With the light.. And that's just not enough.... I have a major eating disorder.... Because of which I have not gained weight since standard 6.... I was initially kind of okay with it.... But the way people pointed it out forced me to conceal myself in my shell.... I'm suppose to choose a career path for me.... But I guess even that's not something I am capable of..... My parents have already decided it for me... And when I retorted.... All the had to do was force me into it.... By bringing down every career I proposed or was likely to opt for!! :)
