I had a friend of the same gender as me,we were best friends and cared alot for each other,she started drifting away after sometime and I started missing her alot ...I reached a place I could not do anything without seeing her .I thought I had feelings for her and told her about it ...she didn't understand me but just left,I truly had no bad intention I just wanted her to help me go through that tough phase of life,she left with an excuse of I have anger issues,I am so hurting inside when I see her but she seems to be ok... how do I forget about her ...I still care about her and hope she still cares but she clearly said I should leave her life,I try pretending am happy but am broken inside ...I see myself getting depressed....I need help