what is that one thing that makes you feel most scared?
the feeling of being lonely and left out
Whom do you talk the most in the entire day?
Does she ever leave you and engage with someone else?
my friend, he lives in other city so most of our interactions are from phone . i
Oh... I'll suggest you to pursue your hobbies more. Even I've gone through this. Even today I'm alone but, happy. I engage myself in gardening, reading books, going out alone and painting. You'll feel bad for yourself but, slowly you'll get use to it. There are lots and lots of toxic people out there. After some time you'll realize its better to stay alone
Your mind may not be your biggest enemy, but rather what you've chosen to feed it with. You feed it with positivity and you will be positive, same thing applies to negativity. Our minds are like empty vessels, they are defined by what we put in them. How about u take a walk outside, go out and mingle with other people, do some hobbies outside the house.
The world is full of happy people, you can get a buddy in no time when u go out there. Just like u've got all of us here