when it comes to making decisions, I think it boils down to, you follow what you want to do, what your instinct your gut tells you to do. You always know what you want, you are just afraid that what if it turns out wrong... But you have to take that risk, because then if you don't choose what you really want you will regret later. Also, if it's still difficult for you, discuss it with people who are elder to you who you trust ... Just discuss, they might offer some different perspectives. There is no right or wrong. there is just popular opinion and unpopular one. You do what feels right, good and sustainable for you and your wellbeing
