It's been 5 years and i still love him the same way. He left me and moved on 5 years ago but I'm still there looking at him the same way with same love and affection. I dont even have his photograph or anything that belongs to him, not because i had and deleted but because i never needed one.. whenever i want to see him i just close my eyes and i see him and feel him n love him.. this is what i am experiencing currently but according to my best frnd, i am harming myself this way... i just dont know what to do.. my heart is not ready to accept the fact that he is gone and wont come back for me, he is living happily rn... i am not able to accept the reality