hi everyone. Ill just say what's on my mind because my thoughts are eating me alive. I'm incredibly ashamed of my past. from ages 14-16, I did some horrible things. I went behind my parents' back and didn't listen to them. they would ask me and I used to lie. now I'm 20, I can never ever think to do anything like that. but my past creeps Up on me. and I feel like my life isn't worth living.